Monday, February 19, 2007
{ Monday, February 19, 2007 }
heyys. happie chinese new year..Feeling damn crapy.. mood like f`uped..Chatting wid my Adam kor nw..He`s such a good guyy.. im luckyy to have him as myy kOr.Yayye. my listening Ear. (:backk on my story.Im finally back hOme.chalet was fun though.. Guys! hahahaplayed soccer WELL! me being the Goalie was so fantastic that chinese people around 16..17 started saying wow..wee .. woo.. wadeva.. hahaha im such a great girl.. LOL..HANNAH I MISS EU LAH.haha... Okiies then..Bye.. (: lil EmO ShArEn
Saturday, February 17, 2007
{ Saturday, February 17, 2007 }
Lalas.
did eu noe that tis new blogging tingie has a dictionary!?!?
How lame to the core is that!?!?
i did not go to school as i had a MILE fever and flu..
flu today damn bad. so tired. haix. tomorrow chalet!! haven't even pack yet.
LOL.
maybe later bahs.
so mean! clements got gf never bother telling me!!
wah sian sia. damn bored. going to eat lunch.! yayeee.
lOgging off
Lil EmO SharEn
PS. ONE MORE DAY TO CHALET!!!
Friday, February 16, 2007
{ Friday, February 16, 2007 }
LALAS! finally changed myy blogskin.. finally it`s something that shows my dark side.shows that i`ve been suffering from tis F`uped shit life.Im sick of my life. Sick of it all.Why give it to me when eu want to crap it up?WHY!?!? .. no school for me tomorrow. SICK! flu!! aRgh!!
T_T. Tootache sia. berii pain..Well ii go first la. want to sleep. (:Lovee.Lil EmO ShArEn.Famous last words.Ps: 2 MORE DAYS TO CHALET! woot!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
{ Wednesday, February 14, 2007 }
HAPPIE VALENTINES DAY!heyys. its finally valentines day. uh huh uh huh.On the phone now while writting this. PoOr.ben. (:lorls. kinda boredlOgGiNg Off.Lil EmO ShArEn
Saturday, February 10, 2007
{ Saturday, February 10, 2007 }
Heyys! Im back.. lorls?
Kinda weired F uped day today.
Wad? a 20 something year old guy calling me and.. wtf he ask`s for..
nvm.. i shall not say it here. nor shall i speak about it aniimore..
MY lips are sealed.
Btw.. my lips aree bleeding non stop.. muhahaha.. wad happened?? dunoo lei (: shall not speak about that too (:
Feeling kinda bored now.. chatting wid my steven kor on msn.. AT LEAST HE IS HELPING ME AND GIVING ME ADVICE!
Not like someone. sae will call back after eating.. but i tink that person did not even eat. more like intrested to play dota.. i mean wad do eu expect? Guys will be Guys. eu can never change them No matter wad. Maybe can change steven kor kor but Not other guys (: *winks* lorls.. haha
Logging off here then . (:
lOvee Lil EmO SharEn . (:
Friday, February 09, 2007
{ Friday, February 09, 2007 }
Feeling damn crapy now. Just scolded ben cause of my maidWhy!?! whyy myy anger on him? What if he never forgives me?What if he goes far away? Will i be able to forgive myself?Im turning 14 and im in such a big mess. Wad can i do?I have sucide thoughts. But sometimes i dun wanna die.its not onlii about wad i did to ben todae.. but after that.. went to a sharp edge and scratced my own hand wit the metal sharp tingie?i cnt live such a suckish life. i wan it all to end. i want to be like last time..I want to be alone. I want to be able to enjoy life..i want to have my happiness. i want my freedom back. i want my space.But i guess im never getting it back ever. Well forget it.. i thought that todaewould be a happie dae. But i guess i was wrong as usual. Aren`t i always wrong?Aren`t i? im pissed at myself. Its my fault. I blame MYself. Sick of me. i EVEN hurt my ownbest friend`s heart by making jokes about her? Who am i? wad am i becoming? even i do not know the answer to that questions. wad am i going to do? i duno. i shall have a verii long thought about tis. i wish steven kor kor was online. or papi kor.. or bryan kor.. they would have helped me. But .. they have their own life. and problems to attened to. im always second.. with that. im ending here.LOVE. Lil EmO SharEn . (: